In 1998, after my class on the Kingdom, I began to write a new adult class study on the Feasts of Israel. This turned into a major study on the entire Old Testament. It quickly became far bigger than just an adult class, as I discovered how little we all know about the Old Testament, and how much that impacts our understanding of the New! I realized that we Christians held onto a false picture of the Bible story, so I began re-writing that, too, not realizing what a huge undertaking that would be. Now, 14 years and about 25,000 hours later, my life work is complete. I’ve recently retired, and am developing a website where anyone can go to read my books. I call it “God’s Plan of the Ages.com” since the Feasts of Israel, more clearly than anything, reveal God’s master plan of redemption throughout the ages of time. PERSONAL TESTIMONYI was born a Christian, or so I thought, as my parents were good Christians and I’d always been a good, obedient child. However, when I was twelve I had a supernatural experience which has changed my life. I was sitting back in church when the preacher gave the “altar call.” Of course I didn’t need to raise my hand, as I was already a Christian. Imagine my surprise when I looked sideways and saw my hand raised! I yanked it down, but it was too late – the preacher had seen me. After church I tried to slip out, but the preacher caught me and asked if I’d like him to pray with me. I told him he didn’t need to, as I was already a Christian. “Well,” he responded, “Let’s pray again together just to be sure.” So I prayed with him, telling God I was sorry for my sin and asking Jesus to come into my heart and forgive me. At the time, nothing happened, and I was just glad to escape. But as I walked home I began thinking about it. I realized that although I had asked God for many things before, I’d never asked him for forgiveness, as I didn’t consider myself a sinner. I was the “good boy!” Suddenly I was overwhelmed with all the ways I had grieved God – my pride and self-centeredness, my selfish, greedy, covetous attitudes toward all my stuff, my unkindness and lack of compassion for others, some “little” lies and some stuff I’d stolen from the dime store – more and more things flooded my mind. I began to cry. I was still crying when I got home. My godly parents saw, but recognized it as a work of God and thankfully backed off and didn’t try to interfere. For two weeks I cried, day and night, at school, on the bus – I cried myself to sleep each night and woke up still crying. My whole world had turned upside down. Before it had always been “the other guy,” but suddenly I was the one who was damned to hell if I didn’t get right with God! I pled with God for forgiveness, but only felt more wicked. I re-read all the promises of God’s blessing in the Bible that had once comforted me, but now I saw that they applied only to those who are forgiven, not to “sinners” like myself. I was desperate. I cried out, “God, if You’re there, please give me a sign that You’ve forgiven me!” Suddenly with that prayer – peace. Joy. Assurance. Not just God’s forgiveness but His love flooded my soul. God instantly transformed my wicked, deceitful, self-centered heart into a heart that truly loves what He loves and hates what He hates. I’ve not always been perfect since then, indeed I had many more lessons on what it means to walk in “the paths of righteousness for His name’s sake.” (Psalm 23:3) But like a good Shepherd, He has led me, and from that day to this I have never entertained the slightest doubt that I belong to Him, that He loves me, and that He has a place for me in His eternal Kingdom.
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